I should’ve told you so long ago that I didn’t know how to love you. You should’ve told me I need more help than just a therapist. Should’ve told you that would have moved the world hour you. You should’ve told me I was breaking your heart painfully. Should have told you that I didn’t know how to be totally honest. You shouldn’t have broken your word that you would stand by me no matter what. I shouldn’t have opened the door to more than just us. You should have slammed it when it started to seem like it was hurting us more. I promised to try and I will be successful because it means that I will healthy. Will you be there at the finish line to spin me around and tell me your proud of me?